Thursday, March 31, 2005

Update

I feel like I've had things I wanted to write about this week, but Blogger has been down lately, so I wasn't able to post.

I can't think of what I wanted to write about now. I'm sick at the moment, so I feel really tired and would rather be sleeping, but I have to stay at school for a class I have in a couple hours.

I went on a trip with my host family last weekend. We went to Maisan Provincial Park. Rachel met up with us, and I went back to Rachel's Saturday night to spend the night there, which was fun despite the fact that I was just beginning to get sick and so was feeling pretty low. Maisan was nice. The weather was pretty good, and the park is really unique. It has all these stone towers that were built by a monk in the early 1900s. The scenery consisted of peaks made from huge boulders.

As we were leaving the park my host sister told me that they (the kids) had decided that the group of high school students walking ahead of us were Japanese. Seo Young said this with her characteristic 'hmph' and grumble (Tokdo and all that). We asked her why she said so, and she said because one of the girls was wearing an extremely short skirt. True, this is a little unusual for Korea but Rachel and I had both seen high school girls dressed this way, so it didn't quite convince us. It turned out my host sisters were right. The small group of students were visiting from Japan for a debate tournament with a Korean high school. They were actually there to debate Tokdo, and meanwhile were taking in some sights along with their Korean counterparts. I thought it was cool that they were using the controversy as a vehicle for cultural exchange instead of more animosity. When one boy, trying to fool us into thinking he was Korean, turned around while eating his cotton candy and said, "Mmm, mashoseumnida," (butchering "Delicious") I cracked up. Seo Young of course wasn't very amused. The Japanese kids were funny, though. The boys especially. When they found out Rachel and I were from the States, one started singing a Green Day song very loudly, flubbing the words of course.

I'm heading to Jeju tomorrow for our second and final Fulbright ETA conference. I've been trying to get lots of sleep so I won't be so sick there, but it's hard since I'm so busy and my host family goes to bed late and gets up early, and don't have any qualms about yelling across the apartment to each other. Nonetheless, it should be a good time.

I discovered recently that my friends Elliot and Vince who I met in Japan last month are now, along with another friend Eli, doing volunteer work on Ko Phi Phi, which was badly damaged by the tsunami in December. I'm pretty impressed. You can read about what they're doing at www.elliotlevin.com.

Friday, March 25, 2005

Good Friday

So our stake-out was not meant to be (and I was looking forward to it, too). As I expected, actually, the culprit didn't appear at the Korean class he so usually stalks. That meant that I, my host mother, my co-teacher and a policeman friend of my host mother's brother weren't given the chance to swoop in on him. The good news is that I didn't have to miss my evening class with the exceptional first years. Other good news is that I've been contacted by a couple foreigners who have also been bothered by this socially-awkward, military-obsessed suspected kleptomaniac and they might be able to supply me with his full name and cell phone number. If I can compile some kind of harasser profile on this guy and get the police to at least pay attention to him, I think I'll feel like losing my wallet was worth it. Though I do miss my wallet. I've never had a wallet stolen before. It does sort of feel like a piece of me was taken. Or more like a miniature me was taken. The photo on my California ID was really good. And it ironically had my old Portland, Oregon address on it. I miss that card.

On other fronts, you may have heard about the 7.0 earthquake that occured off the west coast of Japan. I realized a few days ago that I actually felt this very earthquake all the way over here in Suncheon. It was last Sunday, I was lying in bed half-asleep still recovering from all the occurences the night before, and my bed started trembling and the windows rattling. It felt like an earthquake, but I wasn't excitable enough about it to get out of bed and run around, as I did during the last earthquake I experienced. I did however sit up, check the clock so I could remember when it occured, and then fall back onto the pillow. My host sister who was in the next room didn't feel anything, but a few days later I read about the earthquake and saw that it had occured at 10:53 am, the same time I'd read on the clock. I've felt earthquakes before, both in California and in Portland (there was a big one my freshman year near Olympia, WA--the last one, that I was in bed for), but it was a bit odd to think that I'd felt an earthquake that had injured and killed people in another country. Worth noting, I guess.

Tomorrow I head north to Jeonju with my host family. I'd originally made plans to do something with Rachel, then my host mother asked me to go on a trip with the family since the kids have one Saturday off a month and she had managed to get free from school as well. I'll actually be getting the best of both worlds, so to speak, because Rachel will be meeting up with us in Jinam, a little north of Jeonju, where we'll be going to Maisan National Park. I'm looking forward to it, though the kids aren't that excited about going hiking (What else is there to do in Korea, anyway? They wanted to go to an amusement park). So my host mother is mollifying them by buying them new shoes. I guess they might need them, since she admitted to me the other day that they've never gone hiking as a family. That's more an indication of how little free time families have, and less of an indication of how popular hiking is here.

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Watching my back

My host mother says there's nothing we can really do except wait. If this Thursday the creepy stalker man doesn't show up at the Korean class for foreigners that he sometimes hangs around, there's really nothing else we can do. Though we've tried to learn more about him, no one seems to know more than his family name (pretty much useless in Korea) and that he claims to work for a very large industrial company near Yeosu. I can file a report for a lost wallet with the police, but I can't accuse him of stealing it (though I'm positive he did) since I don't actually have any proof. In Korea, that's the way things are done. However, my host mother's brother apparently is friends with a police officer, and he says that if the man (Mr. Chae) shows up at the class, he'll send his police officer friend over. I guess at least I can find consolation in having friends in high places.

I'll back up for the benefit of those of you who haven't heard this story yet. Really, it started all the way back in September--you may know this if you've been keeping up on my blog since then. He's mentioned briefly for the first time in the "Back to school entry." He's the guy who interrogated me in McDonald's. At the time I remember being inclined to be aloof, and then deciding I should loosen up and have a conversation with him, thinking he was probably harmless. Subsequently this man, named Mr. Chae, visited my school three different times, though I increasingly tried to make it clear that I wasn't interested in teaching him. The most recent time was my first week back at school this month. At that point I was thoroughly disturbed by him (you'll have to read the posts to gather why exactly) and dismayed to see him. Thankfully my co-teacher made it clear to him that he should stop coming by the school, and he left.

Last Saturday evening I decided to go back to Elvis, the foreigner hang-out in Suncheon. I'd been there a couple times before way back in September and October, and lately I'd gotten very curious about the foreigners I had met through the frisbee group when I first arrived in Suncheon. I suspected they had all gone back to Canada or New Zealand, but since I knew I'd be happy to hang out with them again, I decided I had to make sure. Also, my past experiences at Elvis had all been positive and it seemed like the friendly expat community here was worth tapping into. And sometimes you just need to get out of the house.

My visit to Elvis began around 10:40 pm and at the start was rather uneventful. Then about half an hour later the first person I recognized from back in September showed up, and we hit it off pretty well and chatted most of the night. As it got later, the place filled up more and more because it was the birthday of a Canadian guy who had been in Suncheon for five years. It was a very warm and cozy atmosphere. Everyone knew everyone else and was very friendly. Many people recognized me and commented on how long it had been and asked how I was doing. I continued to chat with my new friend George.

Then I turned my head and recognized a familiar shape sitting alone at long table diagonal table. I wasn't sure at first, since he was sitting in shadow, but I verified it with George; it was the creepy Mr. Chae, cocked hat and all. George knew who he was immediately; turns out he constantly drops by this free Korean class that is held for foreigners, and numerous foreigners are bothered by him. Once Mr. Chae showed up in an American military uniform (confirming my suspicions that he's obsessed with the American military). I told George about my experiences with him, how he'd come by my school persistently with what seemed to me like fabricated excuses to talk to me (he just happened to be taking a business trip to San Francisco, which I'd given as my hometown, and needed me to give him information about it), and I was also just very uncomfortable in his presence.

Later in the night George left his seat next to me to make some social rounds (the place was quite crowded at this point). Mr. Chae was facing my back from across the room, so I was being careful not to turn around lest I accidentally make eye contact with him. But to no avail. Not long after George vacated, Mr. Chae sat down beside me and emitted a jumbled sentence into my ear, something like, "Your school San Francisco remember me?" I just nodded. He was laughing and nervous but I was not amused. Then George popped up at my elbow, "Want to dance?" I was off the stool so fast I don't even know if I uttered a verbal answer. I didn't even look at Mr. Chae, much less say anything to him (of course this was incredibly rude of me, especially for Korea) and walked to the dance floor with George. Mr. Chae attempted to cover his embarassment by following up and doing a little spin on the dancefloor before going back to his seat at the back table. I thanked George, returned to the bar and then realized that probably didn't look good and also might give Mr. Chae the chance to corner me again, so I followed George, who had moved to the side of the room to talk to some other folks who I'd also met long ago.

I left my coat on my chair and my purse at the floor when I went across the room. Since the place was thick with people that I either knew or had been introduced to that evening, and my new location was within sight of my stuff, I didn't think twice about it. Then, a few minutes later, Mr. Chae went and sat down in my chair. This bothered me, mostly because I saw it as a ploy on his part to force me to talk to him if I wanted to get my stuff and leave. But it appeared that his aim in sitting at the bar was to try to talk to the foreigners on either side of him, though he didn't appear to have much luck. (Later, an Australia woman I had just met that night and who had been sitting next to my chair told me that she hadn't seen whether or not he'd taken my wallet because she'd been too busy avoiding his attempts to make eye contact; she'd known to avoid him after witnessing my reactions to him a little earlier).

Eventually he got up from my seat and left the bar directly. Shortly after that I returned to get some money from my purse and found that my wallet was gone. Though I hadn't been watching him the entire time he'd been sitting at my stool, he was the only one I'd seen sitting there during my absence, and truthfully, he had motives. He'd already expressed interest in me (interest my mother and co-teacher, to my horror, believe to be romantic) and I'd rudely blown him off that evening, probably angering him. I recruited the help of some of my new friends but our search efforts were fruitless. He was long gone, and so was my wallet. It was late, so finally I decided just to go home and close my Wells Fargo debit card. As I left, the new foreigner teacher at my "brother" school, Maesan Boys' High School, offered to buy me lunch on Monday and then told me to be careful, because that guy "is the stalker-type." Oh, don't I know. Thanks to George I got a cab home, then took care of the debit card, and tried to sleep. The next morning I talked it over with my host mother, and we contacted the teacher of the Korean class for foreigners. He said he didn't think Mr. Chae was the stealing type, but he admitted that Korean classes had been canceled because so many foreigners were bothered by him. He couldn't turn up any more information on the guy, so our only option was to wait and see if he would show up at the Korean class again (it's held every Thursday).

In regards to the wallet, I'm actually rather fortunate. I only had about ten dollars in it, and though it had ID cards and the like that will be a hassle to replace, I don't believe stealing it equipped Mr. Chae with any further useful knowledge of me. I'm more bothered due to the sentimental value of the items, and the knowledge that he's rooted through them. If I had simply lost my wallet on the street somewhere and had zero prospect of finding it again, I'd be less bothered. It's the fact that he's practically a stalker and that he may get away with stealing from me that bothers me so much. Though I'm not afraid (I've definitely been tense and distracted these past couple days, but I'm not afraid). I'm just angry now, and I feel like this new anger has empowered me to deal with him confidently if I do ever see him again. If I do see him again, I'll tell him to never try to talk to me or I'll tell the police he's stalking me. And I'll follow through on that.

Anyway, if anything interesting happens Thursday, I'll be sure to let everyone know.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Maewha Festival Market


Maewha Festival Market
Originally uploaded by TJF.

The sunlight was so bright today many of these photos look pretty washed out, but I like this picture because it shows something I see everyday in Korea--the old women sitting on the ground selling foodstuffs of all kinds.

More about today: This morning, after my host mother finished her classes at school, she picked me up outside the apartment at 10:25. We met up with the other two women and drove to the Maewha Village in Gwangyang, maybe an hour or two from Suncheon.

This festival started last weekend, but typically, there were crowds of people and as we neared the site traffic got worse. Luckily this year they'd decided to cut down on traffic by running a shuttle bus from a parking area to the actual maesil orchard. Though I had to stand on the bus the ride wasn't long.

At the festival site there were traditional performances and of course numerous stalls selling all kinds of foods, clothes and household items. A wide path led up into the hills, which were covered in maesil trees. Maesil is a type of plum, maewha refers to the blossom of this tree.

Though the festival felt a little premature (a lot of the trees hadn't even opened their buds yet) there were a number of beautiful flowering trees and I enjoyed being out in the sunlight, and the sort of festival atmosphere. I could tell that Mrs. Lee and the others were enjoying themselves, too. After watching the drummers we walked up the hill to the famous maesil orchard--apparently the origin of maesil trees in Korea. The female owner is very famous. Up at the orchard we ate "flower chun"--a sort of eggy pancake. I was actually half-expecting it to have blossoms in it, but it was actually just your standard "chun" or "bindaettuk" with spinach and little bits of octopus in it.

As we were waiting for the chun, my host mother asked me if I'd ever tried makkalli, a sort of opaque rice wine that has a pretty pungent, sort of freshly-fermented sort of taste. I told her I'd tried it, then I paused, gauged her expectant expression, and asked her if she liked it. She giggled and scampered off to buy a bottle--just one small one, for the four of us to share. While we were eating the three women started talking in Korean about how they felt happy to be here instead of at home doing housework. They thanked me, in English, for my hand in this. After a little more converation my host mother told the other two women that she drinks more alcohol because of me (I really don't drink very much, especially not with my host mother--I would say I'm more of a catalyst for her to drink if we're out to eat with other adults and I'm offered alcohol). Saegyung's mother laughed, gestured to me and said, again, "Thank you!" It's nice to be appreciated.

In the orchard's sort of gift shop, my host mother bought me a pendant--a maewha blossom preserved in a circle of glass and metal. It was a really sweet gift. Then we wandered down the hill through an area rich with blossoms. The picture of the four of us in front of the tree was taken there.

We left the Maewha village around 2 pm, and stopped for a late lunch of special Gwangyang charcoal-broiled bulgogi (beef). It was good, though I wasn't as hungry as you might expect someone eating lunch at 3 pm to be. At the festival we'd eaten duk (the kind I had a chance to hammer), roasted chestnuts, the chun and these little shellfish I had never tried before. The shells are very small and narrow, like the kind you might see at the bottom of an aquarium. They're boiled, and the pointy tip of the shell is cut off. There's a special way to eat them. First you suck on the tapered end (sometimes you get a little meat this way, but sometimes just salty juice) then you suck on the open end of the shell, and the little shellfish pops into your mouth. I liked them a lot more than I was expecting. I get offered a lot of shellfish living in Suncheon, and though my tastes are growing, there are only certain ones I like and usually not the whorled-shelled kind.

Tomorrow I'm heading out to Gurye (I actually went there over the Solar New Year, with the families of everyone that accompanied me to the Maewhat Festival). There's a flowering dogwood festival there, so maybe I'll have more pictures to post tomorrow.

Little Sisters


Little Sisters
Originally uploaded by TJF.

This is Seo Young and Seo Jin, my two youngest host sisters. This picture was taken on the day of Seo Jin's graduation from elementary school. I went to the ceremony, but at about the time this picture was taken I was on my way to Seoul with my other host sister, Seo In.

Green Tea Fields


Seo Young and I
Originally uploaded by TJF.
While I'm at it, I thought I'd post a picture from back in October when Seo Young, Mr. O (from my school) and I visited the Boseung green tea fields. They were really quite beautiful that day.

Maewha Festival


Maewha Festival
Originally uploaded by TJF.
A nice thing about festivals in Korea (besides the fact that there's so many and they're free) is that they often have traditional Korean entertainment, like the dancing behind me. The post below this one shows an old woman (grandmother) dancing in the middle of the drummers.

Dancing Halmeoni


Dancing Halmeoni
Originally uploaded by TJF.

Obligatory Tourist Photo #2


Obligatory Tourist Photo #2
Originally uploaded by TJF.

When I'm out with my host mother and the family's digital camera, I often hear "Pose there! Hold this!" Here I'm pounding rice cake. It's a nice variation from the me-standing-in-front-of-something-by-myself photos she usually takes.

Pickling Pots


Pickling Pots
Originally uploaded by TJF.

From right to left: my host mother, Mrs. Lee, me, Saegyung's mother (a sweet woman with a sweet kid about Seo Young's age) and (they have a word for this in Korean) Saegyung's father's brother's brother-in-law's wife. This was taken in front of a large collection of clay pots used to pickle maesil (the plum that results from the maewha). These are special clay pots that 'breathe' and are used to pickle kimchi and were used to store food like soy sauce before refrigeration came to be.

Maewha Blossoms


Maewha Blossoms
Originally uploaded by TJF.

Today I went to the Maewha Festival in Gwangyang. I was planning to go alone, but fortunate for me my host mother and a couple of her friends decided to come with me. I'll post a few nice pictures here.

Friday, March 18, 2005

Addendum

Something I wanted to mention in the last post but forgot--in response to Japan, Korea decided to "open up" the islands, which previously had been a sort of nature preserve, to more development in order to better establish a Korean presence. This struck me as a further misfortune, that an area should lose its preserved status because of this political conflict.

Today it was reported in the newspaper that a large reserve of natural gas has been detected in the deep sea areas surrounding Tokdo. I'm sure projects to claim this resource are already in the planning stages. Good bye, nature preserve.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Controversies

If you've been reading the international news lately, maybe you've heard a bit about the Tokdo dispute between Japan and South Korea. Not that the dispute is anything new, but today the Japanese Shimane Prefectural Assembly passed an ordinance declaring Feb. 22 "Takeshima Day." Takeshima is Japan's name for the Tokdo islands. According to Korean sources, Tokdo became Japan's in 1905 and returned to Korea in 1945 when Korea achieved independence from Japan. According to Japanese sources, the ownership of the islet is simply "disputed." The declaration of "Takeshima Day," notably coming on the tail of Korea's Independence Day of March 1st, was considered an insult by many Koreans.

Tokdo isn't the only issue on the table: there's also the continuing anger about Korean 'comfort women' (women enslaved by the Japanese military to sexually serve its soldiers during the Japanese occupation), the middle-school textbook about to be published in Japan that either "white-washes" or "glorifies" Japan's conquering of Korea (depending on whether you are reading this week's newspaper or last week's)--and there's more, mostly controversies over geography or the portrayal of history, all I think, of course linked to Japan's subjugation of Korea during the last century.

In any case, there are numerous news websites you can visit if you want to learn more. The Marmot's Hole is a well-regarded blog by an American living in Korea that features mostly Korean news items. I think his tone is a little too facetious when he discusses Korean politics, but maybe it's a kind of cynicism that comes with living as an expat in Korea for longer than I have. You can find his blog at http://blog.marmot.cc/.

I do admit though that Koreans burning Japanese flags and cutting off their pinkie fingers in protest in front of the Japanese embassy is difficult for me to comprehend. But of course I also realize that it's about more than just a nice fishing area. As I've never been subject to the atrocities of war or occupied by a government that wished to erase my culture and exploit my resources, and who, decades later, refused to acknowledge certain particularly horrifying atrocities or even relinquish a little island that belonged to me before they took it over--it might be hard for me to understand.

I guess I should mention though, that I do find some of the perspectives I hear on the radio in Korea hard to accept. The other day on the drive to school, the radio on, my host mother told me that the commentator, who was discussing North Korea and the six party talks, was saying that the U.S. doesn't actually want North and South Korea to reunite. She said that many Koreans believe the division between North and South Korea is to America's advantage, that it's in America's interest to keep the country divided. I can't quite conceive of why such a thing would benefit the U.S., and so I asked her "Why?" She just sort of laughed and hedged, dropping the subject and saying something to the affect of "You have your opinion and I have mine." I'm willing to admit that the U.S. is making reunification more difficult, complicating it for South Korea since the U.S. is so edgy about North Korea and has a strong military presence here in the South. But as for a motive for keeping North and South apart, I'm at a loss.

During the first week of classes, one of my new first graders asked me what I thought of North Korea. I said I hoped that North and South Korea could reunite but that I thought Kim Jong Il was crazy. They all laughed. I thought what I said was relatively tame. I mean, who doesn't think Kim Jong Il is insane? But when my host mother started talking about North Korea's possession of nuclear weapons as if it were a justifiable defense against the U.S....Well, she didn't quite say that, but what she said implied that N.K. took the U.S.'s war with Iraq as a reason to retain nuclear weapons to protect itself. And that this made sense. Which would imply that she has some kind of faith in the logic of the North Korean government. The divide between North and South Korea saddens me, and I know it is a deep pain in the hearts of many Koreans, young and old. But I can't imagine viewing Kim Jong Il or his government as sane and reasonable. Well, maybe if reunification had been your wish for your entire lifetime, maybe you'd be willing to believe it out of hope.

There I go. I started this discussion of North Korea to show that I do disagree with South Korean politics sometimes. But then I get back on that "attempting to empathize" thing. I hear this is one of the stages of culture shock (culture shock--it actually won't end until months after I'm back home in the States).

Saturday, March 12, 2005

The Birds (The End)

Yesterday morning, on the way to school, my host mother admitted to me that she doesn't understand why I am so interested in going to Suncheon Bay (I've been there maybe three times already). "I just want to see the birds," I said. There is a rare breed of crane, the red hooded crane, that winters in Suncheon Bay. Then my host mother said she knew about the birds, but that most people in Suncheon weren't interested in seeing them (I guess she must have momentarily forgotten about the famous cranes the last time we went to the bay, when I told her I wanted to see the birds and her response was to point and yell, "Look, Tamara, a bird!" everytime we saw a duck or seagull).

Today I went back to the bay. Another foreigner (actually, the guy I talk about meeting in the "Moon worship" post) gave me directions on how to bicycle to the bay--apparently this was a good way to see cranes, if any were still around this late in the season. Last week a teacher at my school loaned me a bicycle for the rest of the semester, so everything was shaping up. This morning I left the house around nine. Luckily, the sun was out today as opposed to yesterday, when it was cloudy and almost rainy. The cold wind was still at it, but all in all it was fortunate weather. It took me about an hour to bike through town to the river. I stuck to the sidewalks since I didn't have a helmet and traffic in Korea still kind of scares me.

The helpful guy (who is also turns out is an English teacher at my host sisters' middle school, an interesting coincidence) told me to follow the river on the west side. There's a nice paved path on both sides of the river for walkers and bikers. He told me that the paved path would disappear, but to keep going and eventually I would hit the bay.

I soon reached the spot he told me about; the paved path ended and there was a small bridge across the water. I tried to forge ahead, but there was construction going on and the old man there told me to turn back. I decided to continue to follow the river on the east side--as long as I kept following the river south I would hit the bay eventually.

Unfortunately, the path on the east side ended soon as well, but I kept going, over bumpy dirt roads. Eventually I found myself on a rutted dirt path surrounded on both sides by high yellow reeds. I passed what looked like a sort of make-shift dirtbike course, with all these round turns carved into the dirt and little piles of tires as obstacles. It looked pretty cool. I also passed some small plots of land with cabbages growing. It seems like a lot of public land is sort of up for grabs for people who want to grow food. It didn't take long until I was completely surrounded by farm land. My path diverged from the river a bit, but I kept my eye on it as I biked along, various different crops separating us. There was no way to cross back over to the west side at this point, so I just kept going. The sun was warm and when the wind let up it was downright pleasant. I felt a little odd biking through agricultural fields, on paths both paved and unpaved that I knew had not been intended for bicyclists, but there was no one around to scold me.

I had gotten the impression from the guy, and from previous experience trying to see the cranes at the bay, that the best place to see the cranes was probably on the river near the mouth of the bay. So far I'd seen numerous ducks of different kinds, egrets and even a heron flying overhead. But no cranes. However, as I was biking along it seemed I startled some birds, who took off into the air. I saw that they were quite large, and too dark colored to be herons. I tried to bike faster to get a better look, but they were quick--and definitely shy, as I hadn't even been a stone's throw from them when they took off. I decided that they were red-hooded cranes that had been resting in one of the fields. I regretted not getting a good look at them, but I was optimistic at this point. Before embarking on the trip, I hadn't even been sure if the cranes were still around. This was going to be my last attempt to see them, whether I was successful or not.

I managed to work my way over to a path closer to the water, but soon the path faded away ahead of me. In the distance I saw a large familiar building--the bay's visitor's center. At first this excited me. I'd made it all the way to the bay in under two hours. But then I was disappointed. At the bay itself it was actually difficult if not impossible to see the cranes. You had to pay 20 bucks to ride a boat that would take you around. The fact that I had reached the end of my trip meant my chances of seeing the birds had dwindled to almost nothing. I decided to go all the way there, get something to eat at one of the restaurants at the bay, and maybe I would see if the boats were running and just do that.

This wasn't to be however. The path I'd been following dead-ended into dense reeds. I saw a promising looking paved path that seemed to cross over to the other side of the river. When I followed it all I found was a boat crossing. A thick rope entered the water here, apparently attached to a boat that was drifting somewhere in the center of this small branch of the river. There was no way to get across. I understood why my friend had told me to follow the path on the west side of the river. That's where the buildings stood, and that was obviously the easiest way to reach the bay itself. After considering my situation for a few moments, I admitted that there was no way to get to the bay now. It would make more sense to just go home, since there was nowhere to cross for miles, and even if I decided to go back and cross, there was the construction that would still be in my way.

I turned around and pushed my bike back over the path. I faced a high ridge of mountains in the distance. The water on either side of the path--a land-bridge, really--sparkled in the sunlight. There was trash scattered at the water's edge. The tide had sculpted a bit of shoreline, dark black mud, into a tiny mountain of soft curves, like something from a potter's wheel. I pushed my bike up over a hillock and turned left to get back on my path.

Then I glanced to the right and saw them. I gasped. I think I even said "Oh." There were a great distance off, but still unmistakable. They rested in the field, so numerous, like a distant gray and black forest. I could see their dark bodies and curved gray necks. They seemed turned towards me, as if watching. I pushed my bike down the slope towards the field. A straight path, parallel with an irrigation ditch, would take me towards them. I decided to leave my bike behind. I knew they were flighty. Undoubtedly they'd seen me before I'd even seen them. I wanted to appear as small and unthreatening as possible. There must have been at least thirty of them. I laid my bike down in the gravel and began slowly approaching. In Kyoto I'd bought a disposable camera when I realized my own was beyond hope. Now I had this camera in my hand, ready. I knew there was very little chance I would get close enough to get a good picture, but I didn't care. At this point I felt like I wanted proof that I had seen them, that was all.

The birds seemed unsettled immediately after I started walking towards them. As I neared, about one third of the birds took to the air, while the rest remained motionless on the ground. The first group circled slowly, crying softly, throaty. I kept going forward, willing the rest to stay put, but also taking a few pictures though I knew I'd need a magnifying glass to look at them later. After a similar interval of time, the second group took off and imitated the first, circling, crying, but not leaving the area, just circling, their dark bodies juxtaposed against the mountains, and then the blue sky, and then the mountains again. I was still not close enough to see more than their dark plumage and approximate shapes. Finally, when I maybe a little less than a city block's distance away, the last group lifted into the air. But first, as if jumping the gun, only one slightly lighter in color flew up. Then, a handful of steps later, the rest joined him. They flew towards me but not quite over me, circled, and then the whole flock flew off towards the bay.

My last night in Tokyo, we all went to a big onsen (a hot spring---pretty similar to the bathhouses here in Korea). It was a fun place, luxurious. Elliot's brother David had aptly described it as the Disneyland of onsens. After the locker-rooms, but before you entered the actual baths, there was an area where the genders could meet up in their robes, eat food, relax, and play games. The place was fashioned to look like a traditional Japanese village; huts and artificial cherry blossoms. After paying your entrance fee (cheap, considering what it was) you got to pick a yakata from about twenty different designs. I chose a robe with cranes on the back, cranes that were black and white with red on their heads. The three of us girls stopped in the bathroom before we headed out to the hot tubs themselves, and Naoko, Elliot's recent sister-in-law, told me I looked good in the yakata (I'd been wearing winter clothes including a big coat during the rest of the time in Tokyo, so it was probably bit of a contrast to see me wearing just one, steamlined layer of clothing as opposed to my usual five warm layers). Looking down at the pattern on my robe, I told her about the cranes in Suncheon Bay. She told me that in Japan, the crane is believed to live for one hundred years, thus the crane is a symbol of immortality.

I wanted to see the cranes in Suncheon because, though they return there year after year, I doubt I'll ever come back here (or if I do, I certainly won't come in winter). On the bike ride home, the wind was in my face instead of at my back. I was cold, and pedaling was harder. My hands on the handlebars had turned red and dry-looking. But I was smiling. I sang to myself as I pedaled along, pulling over to let huge trucks bearing construction materials pass. I had never gotten a close look at the birds, but I was satisfied.

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Pocket Monsters

The verdict is in. Two of my classes have responded to my badly drawn continental U.S.A. with "Pikachu!" Even though you have to turn your head to one side to really see the animated creature, they saw it instantly. I guess it gives you an idea of how bad my drawing was, that Pikachu leapt to mind before "U.S.A."

On a related note, my host sisters refer to "pocket money" as "pokemoney," which I find sort of cute and funny.

On an unrelated note, I'm getting more and more enamoured with the idea of moving to Athens, GA. Even though I've only visited there once. Even though my mother might be moving away from there in the fall. Even though I might not be able to find a good job there. Any of my friends who will be graduating in the spring should visit www.flagpole.com (the website for the local free weekly) and think about moving there with me. It's supposed to have the best music scene of any college town... Low rent! Great nightlife! The entire downtown has free wireless internet! Okay, I'll stop.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Happy day

I have to admit, today was pretty sweet--and not just because I recently made a decision that everyday that I'm left in Korea will be great.

The weather was beautiful--I would say that it "felt like spring" except it didn't really, it just felt warm. Which I appreciated. Today was a bit boring because it was a test day, and since this is my second semester the teachers at my school have decided that I don't get to play hooky on test days anymore. So this time around during all the periods I usually teach on Tuesday, I sat and supervised them. They're pretty well-behaved, so this really meant spacing out for 50 minutes. When I had a free period before lunch, I took a little walk up the mountain behind our school. I really enjoy walking around up there. It's this weird mixture of homes and terraced fields, these roads that sometimes narrow down to paths winding around up. I wish I'd taken more pictures of the area in the summer and fall, when it was most lush and colorful, but I think the spring will have more opportunities for that. If the weather stays this warm, I think I'm going to try to do some walking every day. It's better than what I usually do with my time between classes, which is just mess around on the internet.

Anyway, the real excitement of the day started when I rushed down from the last class of the day, which I'd been left to supervise alone til the end. Since I had to collect the tests and such, I was a couple minutes behind schedule. Starting this week I have a Korean class at Suncheon National University every Tuesday and Thursday starting at 3:00. On Tuesday and Thursday my last class ends at 2:50. This is after much difficult wrangling by my co-teacher, since Wednesday evening also needs to stay free for my volunteering at SOS Children's Village. So I made it out of the school at 2:52 and ran down the hill to the main street. The University is actually only a few long blocks down the main street, what would normally be a short bus ride or moderate walk away. But with 5 minutes before class officially started, I jumped in a cab and paid a buck fifty for the short distance. Then I had to locate the classroom and find my way there. All in all, I managed to get there maybe seven minutes late, which I was grateful for. I think I can probably work the commute down to ten minutes with a little practice.

I think the class is probably one of the best situations I could have asked for. It's small, eight people, and the students and the professor are all really friendly. A lot of them knew each other from last year (here is where I regretted not finding out about this class sooner). Except for me, the class was exclusively made up of graduate students from Asia. There are three Chinese students, one Japanese, one Vietnamese, one Pakistani, and one guy of Portugeuse descent from East Timor. All of them are doing research at Suncheon National University. Most of them were about my level at Korean, or were sort of the inverse--experienced in speaking Korean but not confident when it came to writing and reading. Except for the guy from East Timor, he was new to the class like me, and didn't yet have the alphabet down. He seemed a bit overwhelmed, and rightfully so. Even though the class didn't cover too much new stuff for me, for someone who isn't confident with the alphabet, it was definitely moving fast. The professor speaks English pretty well, and all of the foreign students know some English. I think they're all capable conversationally, so I'm looking forward to getting to know them better. All in all, the class was fun and the two hours went quickly. I'm looking forward to the second class on Thursday, and to getting to know the other students better outside of class. This semester I'll be teaching an evening class every Thursday from 7:00 to 8:30 pm, which means I'll probably stick around the University/high school area for dinner after the Korean class ends at 5 pm--an opportunity to hang out with my classmates more.

Gotta go now, Seo Young and I are going to play badminton at the local playground. We did this last night, and I hope it becomes another routine.

Reading: Yes, I have been reading. I've finished many books since I last bothered to mention it, but current I am working through "The Death and Life of Great American Cities," great book by Jane Jacobs I got for Christmas from my mom, and I just finished "Oldest Living Confederate Widow Tells All" a bestseller from the 80s that was actually pretty engaging. I read the entire 800 pages pretty quickly. Sort of not the style of the books I usually enjoy, but I was definitely hooked on it. It actually posed some interesting questions in my mind, both about writing and representation, and about the issues surrounding the Civil War.

Writing: Yes, I've been writing too. I actually wrote an entire short story at about 2 am a few weeks back. I don't think it's all that good but a good exercise at least. And over the weekend I added a few pages to the longer story I'm working on at the moment. But I am finding it hard to write. There's no "fire," as Pete, my thesis advisor, would call it. Which reminds me, he has a new novel coming out this month. Gotta check that out. (Amazon.com --> Peter Rock).

Monday, March 07, 2005

Firsts

On March 3rd I had my first class of new students (aside from the first years I taught over break). We did the whole getting-to-know-you questions thing, and when I opened it up, I got all the standards: Do you like Korea? Do you like kimchi? They did surprise me with some sort of elaborate questions, like: Did you lose weight or gain weight after you came to Korea?

And then pretty quickly it moved on to the more political questions: Do you know about Tokdo? What do you think about Bush? What do you think about Ohno? I actually know very little about Ohno, so I asked my students to explain it to me, and while one did pretty well (Ohno was a speedskater who "overreacted" and got an undeserved penalty on the Korean player, costing South Korea the gold medal), the one who actually asked me the question didn't seem to know, or couldn't explain. And then came the question, "What do you think about Japan?" on the heels of the Ohno question and the Tokdo question, and they knew that I'd visited Japan over winter break. I hemmed and hawed at how to answer such a broad yet sensitive question. Then the class bell rang, and they all laughed at my relief. "Bye!" I said brightly and stepped quickly out, the hearty laughter continuing behind me.

After this I got curious about this whole Ohno incident. I was familiar with the event because it'd been discussed during Fulbright orientation, and we'd been shown footage of the South Korean soccer player scoring a goal during a World Cup match and celebrating by doing speedskating motions as he ran, before he was joyfully tackled by his teammates. I decided to do some research so I could respond more confidently if I was ever asked about it again.

Turns out the speedskating event occured in at the Salt Lake City Winter Olympics, and Ohno was not on the Japanese Olympic team, as I'd assumed, but on the American speedskating team. South Korea would have been awarded the gold medal except that their skater was penalized for apparently getting in Ohno's way--though many claim that Ohno exaggerated the disruption. The upset over this was still fresh at the 2002 World Cup, which was hosted by Korea and Japan. Ohno was actually invited to a World Cup-related speed-skating event in Chuncheon, South Korea, but he, and consequently the rest of the American team, didn't attend in response to death threats he'd received. The memorable footage I saw of the speedskating mimicry occured at a World Cup match between South Korea and the U.S.A, in response to the one goal scored by South Korea, a goal which brought the match to a draw (1-1). It is a bit surprising to me that the loss of Olympic medal was enough to muster so much hatred towards Ohno, but of course South Korea and the U.S. have a complex history. What is almost more surprising is the terrible timing of yet another event---in June 2002, the same month as the World Cup match between South Korea and the U.S., two Korean girls in Seoul were run over and killed by a U.S. military vehicle. The two G.I.s were tried in an American military court, instead of a Korean one, and many Koreans believe they received unnecessarily light punishments. This was when a couple anti-U.S. pop-songs started circulating on the airwaves.

As an ETA now, I feel like I've experienced very little backlash if any from these events that are actually pretty recent, and obviously still fresh in the minds of even the children I teach. Though there has been a sort of recent backlash against foreign English teachers, one that echoes the movement against the U.S. military in Korea. The government started cracking down more heavily on foreign English teachers without visas, teachers who have been violating the conditions of their visas, and even teachers who didn't have college degrees. Ostensibly this started because of extremely offensive remarks written by a foreign English teacher on an online bulletin board about his exploits with Korean women a few months ago. In some clubs in Seoul now, foreign men are charged higher covers, or banned completely--like their GI counterparts. On the boat to Japan I met a Canadian man who had decided to pick up and leave his job in Korea after working for several months to a year without a visa, when his own students started getting suspicious and complained about him. It's a situation that makes me thankful, once again, that I work through Fulbright, and even that I'm female, though I know these two things don't make me immune to animosity.

So far, though, my biggest problem has been strange Korean men who want to practice their English by discussing the U.S. military. Remember that creepy guy who I thought I had gotten rid of in October? He came back the other day. My co-teacher told him off good and thoroughly this time though. I'm pretty positive he won't be coming back.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

The Sea of Japan

After five fun-filled, utterly sleep-deprived days in Tokyo with Elliot, Vince and Elliot’s family (and family friends), I found myself back at school this morning. I’d just gotten back to Suncheon (via Osaka and Busan) the evening before. Needless to say it was strange to be back at school in earnest after two and half months of vacation (with four weeks of traveling scattered across it). Today was hectic too, being the first day of the new school year. There were many changes at school; the desks in the teacher’s room had been rearranged, there was a whole new grade of students, as well as a new principal and three new English teachers (all Korean, though one of them is only a temporary teacher). Because it was the first day of school, the schedule was pretty wacky, and I only taught one class today. That was probably fortunate for me. I think I needed to be broken in slowly. This morning we had a sort of introductory assembly, where the new principal and teachers were introduced, the school anthem was sung, and the different assembled classes screamed and applauded as they learned which teachers would be teaching who this year. This evening the new principal treated all the teachers and staff to a big dinner in the dining room of the local wedding hall (have I mentioned these wedding halls, where numerous weddings take place simultaneously and large lunches are eaten by hundreds of attendees?).

I’m still feeling a bit out of it from the travels. Even though it was a relatively short distance to go compared to my other trips, I missed out on a lot of sleep with the overnight buses to and from Tokyo and the Tokyo-nightlife combined with the daytime Tokyo-sightseeing. That combined with seeing a couple friends I knew from Reed for the first time since July, and how fun that was, the transition back to Suncheon felt pretty abrupt. All in all I feel incredibly lucky. The trip couldn’t have gone better. Elliot’s friends and family were so friendly and welcoming, I felt like I was sort of seamlessly integrated into their itinerary—I didn’t have to worry about a place to stay or how to get around.

It would be hard for me to describe or summarize everything we did and saw, but I will say that in general Japan does feel very modern and clean. Tokyo was pretty futuristic and a bit surreal, but was struck me the most was how quiet it was. In the subway stations all you heard was the rumble of the train and the clicking of heels. On the trains few people talked and I think cell-phones were banned. On the streets you’d cross in a gigantic wave of people, but the only sounds you’d hear were from the traffic or the big TV screens on the skyscrapers overhead. Or if you were in the right district, you might hear guys with signs or makeshift bullhorns calling out deals from brightly colored shop fronts. I think one of the most memorable things from the trip was visiting the huge fish market in Tokyo on the morning we arrived by bus at about 5:30 am, and seeing frozen fish, larger than I ever thought existed, being cut up on table-saws. Afterwards we had some delicious, incredibly fresh sushi at a little place nearby. Also memorable, our two sessions of karaoke and our last night when we visited Roppongi, the famous late-night district where doormen tried to pull us into clubs and when we did go into one we ended up having much more fun than I think any of us expected, just dancing to crazy remixes of American pop-songs that all the young Japanese people knew the words to (“You’re too good to be true, Can’t take my eyes off of you…?”).

The last day, before I got the night bus to Osaka where I would see Osaka Castle on a beautiful sunny morning and then catch my ferry to Busan that evening, we went to a Buddhist temple on a mountaintop that was still draped in slowly melting snow. It was beautiful and peaceful. Vince and I jogged the steep hill down rather than take the funicular and during the next couple days of transit ‘til I arrived in Korea my aching muscles were a very tangible reminder of what I’d so recently left. Tossing and turning in my berth, trying to get twelve hours of sleep to make a dent in the deficit I’d been maintaining, I truly felt like I was in some sort of limbo. I guess you’d call it the East Sea. Unless you are Japanese, and then you’d call it the Sea of Japan.